11/30/2003

wellx. read thru some of the textbooks i bought recently.. i donno what posessed me to chose bio. i must have been crazy..haha.. joking. :)

but really it is like so detailed. like we might really become doctors. what nerve here and there. wahs. overwhelmed :|

but i managed to absorb some stuff abt thyroid glands, hormones,stress and some crap abt ductless and duct glands.. so happy. *smiles* but i still have yet to look closely at my chem. bk. i am terrified. why didn't i chose physics. but it might be jsut as bad. u know what i read an article. they said we(humans) only use 1/5 of our brain at the most in our lives. can u believe that. in s'pore the kids must have used 6/5 of their brains just in exams arhs. :P

okays.. buh bye
Sze @ 5:53 PM

11/29/2003

sze, you possess an interesting balance of hemispheric and sensory characteristics, with a slight right-brain dominance and a slight preference for visual processing.

Since neither of these is completely centered, you lack the indecision and second-guessing associated with other patterns. You have a distinct preference for creativity and intuition with seemingly sufficient verbal skills to be able to translate in any meaningful way to yourself and others.

You tend to see things in "wholes" without surrendering the ability to attend to details. You can give them sufficient notice to be able to utitlize and incorporate them as part of an overall pattern.

In the same way, while you are active and process information simultaneously, you demonstrate a capacity for sequencing as well as reflection which allows for some "inner dialogue."

All in all, you are likely to be quite content with yourself and your style although at times it will not necessarily be appreciated by others. You have sufficient confidence to not second-guess yourself, but rather to use your critical faculties in a way that enhances, rather than limits, your creativity.

You can learn in either mode although far more efficiently within the visual mode. It is likely that in listening to conversations or lecture materials you simultaneously translate into pictures which enhance and elaborate on the meaning.

It is most likely that you will gravitate towards those endeavors which are predominantly visual but include some logic or structuring. You may either work particularly hard at cultivating your auditory skills or risk "missing out" on being able to efficiently process what you learn. Your own intuitive skills will at times interfere with your capacity to listen to others, which is something else you may need to take into account.

Sze @ 4:57 PM

11/28/2003


Sze @ 8:56 PM

11/26/2003

wells.. had ballet ytd.
did some crappy chinese work today.

guess there is nothing to feel happy about.

besides i have my parents and the house to MYSELF!

cos aw sze no. 2 is sleeping over at his friend's house.

yupX! yay! muahahahaX.. (i think i 'm going craziee)

oh yahs, have a dance workshop with some person from somewhere and i have ballet today agn. :|..

maybe i can sKip it..haha(laziee//laziee) :P cos i am deadbeat with stomach cramps.

anyways, see YOU ...

off to eat yam ice cream ..yumyum :)

*smiles sweetly*

--- i am cracked in the head!---
Sze @ 2:04 PM

11/24/2003

feeling nostalgic. :(

cos i'm hearing jewel's intuition. suddenly remember the guides' dance. and cassie's antics :p.

anyway, recalling some time back. i remember someone once told me that cliques were notorious and an lasting impression can be made by just one of its 'members'. to be exact the bad or bitchy stuff that the particular person did. of cos not the good stuff, humanity tends to remember the bad stuff rights? ironic :|

yup so the entire clique will be tagged on this insignicant event. talk about general impression can be affected by something so small. thats why organisations are so fussy about their staff i guess.. :P

anyways, i really miss school.. being cooped at home is really boRing..:(

hehe.. can't believe we used to say school hols are the best. guess when you are out with your friends or overseas then we can say that. otherwise having your mum breathing down your back isn't what i call relaxing..haha and hols are supposed to be.. :)

anyways the
Sze @ 10:28 PM

11/23/2003


Sze @ 6:48 PM


BooZ.. trying to make myself promise myself to stretch and practice ballet everyday..

i have a very low commitment level. sigh. but now i am determine to prove that i can dance above average. haha. getting agitated. anyway i work the best with compeition otherwise i will not be commited i guess..

call me compeitive. but thats the only way for me to stay motivated. :)

Sze @ 6:47 PM

11/22/2003

got in 3/3!

bel tan is with me and sarah, sasa and yihan,mandai they all i think..

oh yahs i think also got debbie.. :)

'm so happy for ally :) that she got her choice.. cassie that gal larhs got into 3/6 ..hehe.. gonna miss her lots.. all the crapp abt whiny, bimbat, sexual harrassment.. yupps. really onna miss her :')
and melo of coz, the super kan-cheong but soo helpful gal.. :') and the rest of 2e2 :).. hahaz

thats all i guess.. ciAox :)
Sze @ 10:17 AM

11/21/2003

have no idea what time i will go to school today

???????? :|

anyways really nervous.. yeps and i wanna to know who's in my class nxt yr.. :)
Sze @ 10:24 AM

11/19/2003

bel tan has to go for some debate course thingie on fri..hehe.. tld her she talk and talk so much of cos she must go lahs.. haha she will kill me if she reads this. anyways i suddenly realised what i fear the most.... guess?










i fear losing faith in what i believe in...








Sze @ 6:18 PM


doh dah doo..

should i change template?????

sighx.. in 2 days time will know the class posting. arghZ :|

Sze @ 1:44 PM

11/16/2003

just surfed the net. was going thru some reviews on the korean drama, 'glass shoes'.

its really nice. its about this 2 sisters that got separated when they were young. the older one goes and live with her rich grandfather. while the young one is much more ill-fated and loses her memory in a car crash. u'll expect that the younger one lives a sadder life rights? but in fact the older sister's fiancee falls in love with her younger sis through meeting in her grandfather's office.

then the older sis finds out that this fiancee has acty been using her since their childhood to plot revenge against her grandfather. so obviously she is devasted, to make things worse her grandfather dies so she has to take over as the director of the company. Meanwhile the yonger sis lost her memory so she doesn't know her current CEO is her sis. and another girl comes out and claims that she is the 'actual' younger sis. so the two real sisters fight for the same guy's love while an imposter is in the family. anyway everything clears up in the end and the two sisters reunite.

but the 'poor' guy gets 'banish' cos the older sister wants to give him up to her younger sis. which leads her aunt's refusal cos she's alr engaged to tt guy and now she lets that guy marries her sister. so in the end the guy goes away and the youner sis marries another guy who loves her but she only likes him she does this in order to shield her sister from hurt. its really sad in the end as the both sisters end up alone. as the guy the younger sis was supposed to marry dies in a gang fight.

but at least it is a change from the normal weepy weepy korean love stories. i really sympathise with the older sis though cos even though she was granted with a rich background and education but she ended up the most burdened. :'(

**********************************************************************************************
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you


Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'll never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, stnding on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World i'd make this last


Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel


Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies
Sze @ 11:14 AM

11/14/2003

i just had the most hilarious conv. in my life.. i 'll repeat it.. its a conv. btw vicka and me apparently..apparently..vicka: hey

me: hihi!

vicka: soooooooo?

me: huhs? isit ure bdae?

vicka: nopes but her sis

me: orhhs.. ure sista's bdae?

vicka: BORING...

me: huhs??? :| sorry do u mind explaining?

vicka: EXPLAINING WAT?

me: are u vicka?

vicka:slow las!

me: are u vicka or nots?

vicka: acty i am her great grandfather

me: (sarcastic) ohh its really noble of u to learn the comp. much less msn this days :/

me: vicka??? hellow???

vicka: wateva..

me: i bet ure her sis

vicka: i'm her mum

me: oh.. hi auntie

vicka: u 're a nutcase!

me: uh huh

vicka: jk lahs

me: okok i'm v confused.. are u vicka?

vicka: slowwwwwww

me: fine.. sorrie i very blur ones.. u noe

vicka: yeah u shld wake up

me: so hows sarah's grandfather?

vicka: i am not sarah..

me: i know

vicka: neither 'm i vicka..

me: hhuh!!!!!

vicka:i am her sis

me: oohs.. ok

vicka: bye

me: b

then the real vicka suddenly comes back and tells me its her sis and sorry..

i am just speechless..haha.. typically blur me.. funny right? :/

Sze @ 6:47 PM

11/07/2003

finally updating in like 5 days..

tml have to go to skl for some preparation for some exhibition thingy.

ya know the nursery rhyme+quadratic eqn.s thingy

watch it in skl today. shld save my cynical comments i guess. :P

anyways apparently this might be a rather big project for entrepreneur club nxt yr. blahx.

so ally and me will have to go to skl to decorate.promote. the thing.

yupps. as i was saying. this requires IT experts. which is obv. not my forte. :|

so i will have to settle for painting a giant musical note tml.

while ally is sailing in the sun.

she can't send me nor bernice the signboards (shucks) and that makes the progressive nature of this thing dwindle.

sheesH!

thats all i guess.

tell u more abt the logistics comp. tml afta i am done with the styrofoam. haha (cynicism) :|

Sze @ 11:00 PM

11/02/2003

super lazy to blog :P

anyway there was the funfair blah blah.. actually having water bombs thrown at u is rather fun ehx..then 2/7 had their shaving cream thingie which added to the chaos. all the teachers were having a meeting at the IT conference room and the quadrangle was just outside with pple throwing waterbombs and splattering cream, yelling all over the place.. plus the ground was strewn with whathaveu...And the staff was oblivious.. :P.. deaf arhs? :)

anyway when the teachers finally came out, the funfair ended at 10.15.. 45 mins before the actual ending time. of cos we got 'scolded' lahs.. :/.. sigh.. then stayed back for choir and arts cluster.. oh yahs got back report book :|.. completely neutral.. i think i de-proved, wells work harder i guess but i will never have the energy and time (and will) to devote soo much time like melo.. (little info: if u look at melo's report bk.. all her slips are consecutively 1st in class!!! :P)

the nxt day was veryy tired from the arts cluster the night b4.. i was serving food :p.. quite troublesome ya know..so sharon chan(poor thing) was left waiting at harbourfront for 1 1/2 h for someone to appear.. sasa cldn't make it .. so i 'rushed' there at 10.30 am .. :P

then sharon and i spent at least 1h at tanjong beach lazing abt.. hehe.. .. sorta evaluating 2e2 '03 for the past year.
then suddenly "kaa-boom" people finally appeared!!!! :) then blah blah blah.. went cycling.. i dunnoe how to cycle so i took the 2 ppl bike..in the end no one was able to cycle with me besides christine. (tQ christine :) yahs.. so very fun yesterday and i accquired a tan.. :)

pHuTTy po0-eY *
Sze @ 12:13 PM